The profound problem of evil is a scandal that keeps many people far
from God and drives many others away from him. Is it moral evil and sin
at work? Yes, but there is more at work. Is it moral evil among those
who should be setting an example? Again, yes, but even more so, it is
physical evil and suffering. This is evil that we all witness. Take war,
for example, with its deliberate destruction of cities and its
unjustifiable slaughter of the elderly and the innocent, of women and
children. Such is the scourge of war. Then there are diseases and
calamities of all types--earthquakes, floods, droughts and monsoons
which produce massive, multifaceted suffering. Children are torn away
from their parents and families are broken up.
How often I have heard my friends express their thoughts on this
problem! They ask: “Do you think that, if God existed and were
omnipotent, he would allow such slaughter? Would he tolerate the triumph
of evil and let thieves live in peace? Would he permit deceivers to get
the better of decent people? Would he let human passions be the
strongest force on earth?” The problem of evil, as we can surely see, is
the most profound of problems. Understandably, therefore, Christ wanted
to resolve this problem. Accordingly, he willed to live here on earth
for several years and then, engulfed in suffering, to die in public.
As we have already noted, the Word made flesh could have gained God’s
forgiveness of all possible sin by simply coming into our world. This
simultaneously spontaneous, yet divine humiliation was so meritorious
that all possible sin could have been wiped away by a simple request by
the Word made flesh to his Father. Christ did not will to do so.
Instead, he died under circumstances as wretched as those of the most
afflicted on earth.
Christ’s body was both extremely sensitive and perfectly balanced.
Likewise, bear in mind Christ had an especially tender soul, which
keenly experienced whatever happened in his body. A person who has been
poorly raised, never treated with consideration and deprived of the
refinements of education, feels physical ordeals and privations far less
acutely than a highly educated, polished person.
Christ’s perfect sensitivity produced unexpected results. His Passion,
the sum of all his physical, emotional, and spiritual suffering, was
completely crushing. We need only to look at him in the Garden of
Olives, or when he is stripped of his garments or as he drags himself to
Calvary. His only wish is to conform fully to God’s will.
At the first moment of his Passion, blood gushed out like sweat on his
body, as a result of the revulsion he experienced in the face of what
awaited him. Such was his profound reaction to the pain he experienced.
Thus, we see that, with full awareness, he freely willed to undergo this
overwhelming ordeal of suffering in public. In truth, he had lived this
passion from the start of his life on earth.
God created us not for suffering but for happiness, above all and
without exception. He wills our happiness in order that we may enjoy
with him the fullness of joy. The misfortune is that we human beings do
not know how to be happy. We learn everything about happiness except
what is essential.
What must we do to be happy? We seek all roads to happiness, yet do not
find it. We spend time seeking it. It is a daily preoccupation. People
even change jobs in their pursuit of that goal. We ourselves have no
other instinct than to be happy. And we are right; all our being aspires
to happiness. We have been so created by God. We desire to be happy
like God.
God knows no alteration to his infinite happiness. Happiness is
positive; evil is negative. God cannot make something negative. Evil
does not come from God, because it is an absence of being, a lack of
perfection. Happiness is the fullness of being, the overflowing of
being. Evil is definitely not a divine work.
Since Adam and Eve, people have been seeking happiness. Like Adam and
Eve, they have sought their happiness by doing evil. We do the same
thing. We begin the cycle again! All who preceded us and did not find
happiness were deceived. In vain they heard theses words: “That’s not
the way to happiness.” They did not listen. They wanted to discover
their own roads to happiness. Those roads proved to be dead ends. They
had to turn around and take another direction. What a waste of time!
If we only listened to Christ who came to teach the world true
happiness! Against true human happiness, there is, or appears to be, a
great obstacle: the evil of suffering.
There are two ways of dealing with suffering. The first way is to
eliminate its causes by taking every precaution against it. When it does
come, we try to whisk it away or suppress it by all the means at our
disposal. However, there is a second way to deal with suffering: we can
“baptize” it.
In general, most people adopt the first way. There is not a single human
being who does not experience suffering in one form or another. Sooner
or later, even those who now seem to go through life singing, with the
assurance of health and strength, are going to have their share of
bitterness, grief, and sadness. To be sure, most people want to destroy
misery. They want to eliminate it by avoiding it, strangling it,
brushing it aside, or dismissing it. They do not want to tolerate it.
Almost all parents are eager to remove suffering from their children’s
path. They are anxious to lessen and suppress such suffering when it
strikes.
Christ knew that this way of dealing with suffering is simply a kind of
stopgap measure, and does not strike the root of the evil. It can work
for only a few hours or days or months, Christ adopted another way a
deeply divine, definite way. Christ converted suffering into happiness.
Suffering can still come, but it is no longer a sadness. Christ has
taught us to overtake suffering at its source. There, where it springs
up, we can seize and transform it; there, we can change its nature and
make it a source of happiness. Since Christ chose suffering for himself,
suffering is not a curse or a plague to be avoided at any price. Christ
welcomed the cross and even said, “He who wishes to come after me must
take up his cross every day and follow in my footsteps” [Lk 9:23].
We have already considered God’s preparation of Mary to be the mother of
his eternal Son. What extraordinary supernatural gifts God poured out on
her at the moment of her creation and throughout her life. Would God not
have loved his mother to have given her such exceptional gifts? But he
also gave her the fullest measure of suffering. Do we not call the
Virgin Mary, “Our Lady of the Seven Sorrows?” Since the number seven is
considered a sign of perfection, it follows that her suffering
represented the epitome of living, human suffering. That is the destiny
of Christ’s mother. It makes us stop and think. We can understand how
Christ would be willing to carry such a weight of sorrow, but why would
he have so weighed down his mother? Would anyone of us be willing to
heap such a weight of suffering on our mother? We would gladly be
killed, if necessary, to spare our mother pain or suffering. What kind
of criminal would not weep at the shame inflicted on his mother by his
sentence?
At no moment did Christ conceal any element of his passion from his
mother. There has to be an unfathomable mystery in this freely willed
suffering for God to treat his mother in that way. Christ treated all
the saints, without exception, in the same way. To the measure that he
loved a soul, to that degree he saddled it with trials.
What else would you expect? Christ is not someplace other than on the
cross, with his head torn open by the crown of thorns and his body
pierced by the whips and nails of his executioners. Yes, Christ is on
the cross. Christ without the cross would be too bland; the cross
without Christ would be too severe. If you truly wish to do nothing
apart from Christ, then you must meet him and embrace him, where he is.
You are familiar, are you not, with the vision of Saint Francis,
depicted in a remarkable painting. Saint Francis is portrayed embracing
Christ on the cross. But Our Lord draws his own right arm from the cross
in order to embrace his friend Francis. When Christ embraces someone,
that person’s head is touched by the Crown of Thorns on the Lord’s head
and the mark of the cross is left on him. When Christ grasps someone’s
hand, the mark of blood is left on him, because the Lord’s mangled hand
is covered with blood. To espouse Christ is to espouse the cross. To be
his companions, we must faithfully follow him, as he carries the cross
and as he hangs on the cross.
Christ who came to teach us to be happy found an abundance of suffering
that upset human happiness. He has transformed that suffering by
teaching us that there is a force, a lever, to raise the world. It is
redemption! When we have said that, suffering is no longer suffering nor
something evil. Through his suffering, Christ has redeemed the world.
Through her suffering, the Virgin Mary has shared in the redemptive work
of her son. Each of us through our suffering can personally participate
in the work of redemption as well. What an honor! With what tender
affection God treats us! He could redeem us without our efforts, but he
did not wish it so.
Instead, God grants us the richly comforting and inspiring sense that we
participate in our own redemption. The undeserved solace thus gained can
be transformed by our own self-imposed suffering or by our acceptance of
providentially sent trials. Thus we can regain our dignity and
innocence, while experiencing the inner joy of being collaborators in
the attainment of our own true happiness. Each one of us, through our
suffering in union with Christ, can share in the redemption of our
families and friends, our enemies and people all over the world. Our
only limit is our generosity. If only the whole world knew that! If
people had only tasted the bitter fruit of redemptive suffering and had
only understood the great human dignity attained by experiencing this
bitter happiness, then there would be no scandal in suffering. Then
suffering would no longer spark revolt, but would be a source only of
happiness. Suffering, when seen as a constituent part of redemption,
becomes for us something splendid and well worth the pain of living it
out.
You know how conscientious our spiritual mother, Saint Teresa, always
was. I leave you with these reflections on her life. She so thoroughly
understood the concept of the baptism and transfiguration of suffering
by Christ that she was concerned if by sunset she had not experienced
any trials in the course of the day. She had adopted as her motto,
“aut mori aut pati.” She would say at such times: “Are you going to
forget me?” “Are you going to stop loving me?” “Aut
mori aut pati.”
Saint Teresa was well aware that God afflicts those whom he loves
when she said: “Oh, to die and thus to see you! But, if you will for me
to live longer here on earth, then please grant me suffering, so that I
will not waste the time.” Life without suffering is a waste of time.
Every hour not united to God’s will is an hour squandered. Trials can
take many forms, such as strict silence, distasteful duties, exhausting
work and very trying acts of obedience. Yet, every trial we evade
represents time lost.
I call on you, my God, and on you, ever Virgin Mary, for you have never
wasted your time. I call on you, John of the Cross, Teresa of Avila, and
Thérèse of the Child Jesus for you have never wasted the time given to
you for your own sanctification and for God’s work of redemption. Teach
me to love. Teach me how to implement the beautiful motto, “Aut mori,
aut pati.” Oh, to die, my God! But if you will that I still live,
then grant me suffering, which becomes the source of happiness, as
suffering baptized. Amen.